So here we have chapter four! And what would chapter four happen to bring? Oh, just the introduction of a very special thing that hasn't had many hugs in it's lifetime.
You get to meet "it" as it's known in this chapter, and get ready. You're going to be seeing more of it in the future. And no, it isn't a clown.
It was dark. It was alone. Stranded. Frightened even. It had never
been so dark in it's life. It tried to move, but couldn't. It had
once been part of something. A vast darkness that spread itself from
point to point in the light of the world. It was born in a clash of
sound and light that brought seemed to bring order to the chaos
around it. Born from an explosion of law battling against disorder.
The epicenter gave it a thought. Gave it identity. And in the
explosion's light it spread from moment to moment, coming into
contact with more like itself. They drifted away. Impossibly fast.
For a brief moment it was content, happy. For a brief moment it
belonged. And then it all swept away. Alone again. Aeons of nothing.
Blinking lights in the furthest of distances would become gigantic
gaseous clouds. Spread an impossible distance across, and no matter
how large they became the size was but a fraction of the distance
between it and them. Stars spiraling and dying around him, but always
just out of reach.
If it could count, it would have done so. As it counted these balls
of light burning into existence, just to burn out again, it would
have discovered numbers of incomprehension size. Every so often it
tried to struggle in the strange prison that was it's existence. It
called out, it screamed of course. It begged and offered anything of
itself to anything that would aid it. There was only silence. Silence
and darkness.
Then something happened. A miracle. A disaster. It wasn't quite
sure. It spiraled and seemed to tear apart. Something pulled.
Something tugged. All the while pushing. Caught in sensations of
forceful travel, for a moment it thought it might die. And then there
was light. Beautiful magnificent light. It could dance. It could
stretch. It had a shape at last. But the light was soon to fade to a
dullness. It's blinding glory now but a haze around him.
It was wet. It had no idea what this strange feeling was, or how to
describe it. It was warm. Compared to the very nature of it's
existence in that prison like life, this was warm. It was afraid,
what was this sensation it had not felt before. It had forgotten
about the bang that brought it into existence, how heated that
experience had been, so very long ago. Even now, though it had long
since forgotten, the feeling of the warmth that had elicited dread
and fear soon brought feelings of further joy.
There was a second light. Larger. Brighter. Again it was flung, but
this time it felt different. Air swept against it's form as it
shattered the speed of sound, once again. This time however it felt
it. Turning itself around it could see the effect, the sudden
collapse of air behind it. The ripple about it's being. It heard
nothing of course, but the whoosh about it's form. Not that it had
words for such sensations. Not that it was afraid any longer.
Every sensation was new. Every sensation was immaculate. If it had a
concept of pain, it would be feeling it. It would be adoring it. It
saw the world around it, and that world gave it such enjoyment. Never
before had it been so relieved. Perhaps it could find itself here.
It's own again. Had they been here? Had they called him here in the
light? That blessed and required life, the fruit of all existence? It
could not help but try to keep its form turning, ever moving to take
in all the glorious sights around itself.
Then it grew fearful again. The darkness was coming. The horizon
grew darker. The light blues deepening into a black with small
distant stars. They were no larger than a pinpoint, and yet they were
the closest it had ever seen them. And it feared this darkness that
enveloped these small lights. There was a larger light, he had seen
it's kind before. A moon, though it had no word for it, for indeed it
had no language to speak of. This object floating higher than it was
in the air reflected light, but it would not be enough.
The darkness spread about it, and it became cold. Stiff. It's
existence slowed once again. Whereas before these strange material
things flew past it in a blur, now they seemed to crawl. Slower and
slower in the darkness. It landed amidst some woods and froze. Light
from the moon and the stars blocked off from it. The cursed canopy
lay above him, and would lay above him as an eternity past for it.
Always still, unable to move.
Life of some sort darted beyond it's vision. Strange creatures that
existed in this blighted darkness. Moving incredibly fast, faster
than it had seen anything move before. Faster than it believed
anything could move. Faster than it seemed to have traveled across
the two blue expanses, the ocean and the sky, not less than centuries
ago.
It knew not the truth of it's nature. Did not comprehend it's
existence. That though it lay undying, life only came with the light.
A simple night on this little planet the inhabitants called Earth
would last an eternity. It was patient however. It had waited once
before. Millennia after millennia passed before it once already. In
that darkness deep in space where seconds were felt as centuries. It
knew not when light would come again. It knew not the cyclical nature
of this world's light. But it knew it would come once. It had prayed
for light, and it was delivered light, ever so briefly as it had
been. Light would be delivered again.
And it was. Though when compared to it's first wait, this second
span of darkness was an incomprehensibly small portion of the first,
still the time spent frozen in darkness seemed to take far too long.
It remained patient, but always was it eager. It had tasted light. It
wanted more. The moment a soft glow appeared in the distance, it
perked itself up. Entirely devout in it's anticipation.
It inched closer as the slightest provocation. The tiniest drawing
back of the shadows gave it strength. It bathed in the creeping
sunrise, until finally it had been submerged. Fueled again it struck
out from it's previous jail. It spread across the fields, daring not
to come underneath the trees it traveled quickly for open ground.
It tried to find it's own. There were several things like him
scattered about everywhere, but unlike itself they hid behind
objects. They did not partake of the light. It did not understand,
and it became angry. How could it understand? It's entire life spent
in darkness, what would it truly ever know of shadows? Ordinary
shadows, not like it and it's kind. Mere absence of lights,
reflecting the object's shape that stood between them and the source
of the light. Very unlike itself. Something free. Something ever
changing, but of it's own design.
It saw a creature. Something alive. Small. furry. Elongated ears. It
wanted to belong, but was skeptical. Below it, hiding from the light
was what he had first mistaken for one of it's own. It quickly
decided it was a mere mockery, a trick. This creature, however, with
the elongated ears and teeth, this was the true life form of
intelligence. It thought to communicate, after all it was no longer
alone. But how would it do so? How could it do so? It moved close,
but the creature was spooked. The creature wasn't like it. This
creature was solid, had a definitive form and shape. It had weight
and height and mass.
Still, it decided to borrow from it. It took it's shape, it took
it's size and it took it's motion. It continued to seek out more open
lands, where surely more useful life must be found. Something like
it, that could appreciate the light. It was unaware, but for a moment
it was actually being stalked. Hunted by a larger beast. A fox had,
at a distance, mistaken it for a dark rabbit and given chase.
Fortunately for the animal, as soon as the fox's honed senses
discovered the mistake, the fox took off in full abandon in any
direction that was away from this unnatural rabbit.
As for it, it traveled and closed the gap. Birds fled it's presence.
Insects stood still. It ignored all of these things. They must be
lower creatures. They must be worthless. It had never come across
life in this sense before, but it was utterly unimpressed.
It stopped. There was something different about the surroundings
now. There was still trees, but they had been changed. Somehow. Cut
and neatly packed. Straightened and carved. Piled in a shape it had
not seen yet, a rather angular and unnatural thing. It had come
across a garage. There was more life here, that stood on two legs.
Less furry. They had a curiosity about them as they dug into the
ground. Pulled out those strange insects it had passed before, though
it knew not what to call them still. It watched them, as they
intrigued it.
Not realizing at first how much time it had been spending doing so,
it wondered about them. They were different. Curious. Obviously some
intelligence. It noticed much larger and different creatures come and
go, they must be the same somehow. Different colors in the hair.
Slight changes in the skin. Some were paler or darker, but not by
much. Freckles and scars and birthmarks set each of them apart so
amazingly, at least to it. It that had only known a uniform darkness.
The tiniest difference in these creatures spoke wonders. Unlike the
insects, despite the differences between those, these creatures were
of some note, and it enjoyed the study. It took some time, but it
finally decided that these things must be alike indeed. It had been
watching a family, and that fact slowly dawned on it.
It had studied too long. They were heading away, and it followed,
however it could not keep pace for long. The day had ended, and the
darkness of night returned. How horrible it's fate had been, to find
something so promising and have to lose it again. It strained to stay
in the path. It fought hard as the night seeped it's strength, it's
very momentum. It tried, but try as it might it could not keep pace
with these things. Their movements sped up as it's slowed, but it did
see enough. It saw them enter another dwelling, shaped similarly to
the barn but different: a house.
It hatched it's plan. It took ages for it to move into place, it's
strength and speed slowed to a crawl in the low light. When the
clouds overhead passed over the moon, it appeared to freeze. A slug
passed it by, appearing to move as fast the crickets across the way.
It changed it's shape, mimicking those musical bugs, but was far too
weak to leap. It's form could not leave the ground, which it was
still unaccustomed to. It altered it's form again, mimicking the slug
that seemed to it to be so quick. Despite the change it found itself
barely inching itself closer to the house.
The moon's light returned in earnest, it quickly decided to
experiment, remembering that it's form was malleable. It need not
stick to such strict shapes as these solid creatures. It became
something that wriggled with multiple limbs, but that proved to be no
more effective. It became spherical, immediately starting to roll
down the small incline. That helped, but it found the deed of moving
up the next incline, to it so very steep, an impossible task. It
struggled as a spiral column covered in small hair like appendages.
It became an indescribable blob. It became a form made entirely of
legs and claws. It remembered the rabbit, and tried that. It
remembered the birds, but did not have the strength to fly. It saw a
mouse, but again the transformation proved to be useless. It became
like those strange curious things, which in the time to come he would
know as children. Again and again it changed it's form, and again and
again it found itself barely capable of cutting the distance between
itself and it's goal.
It once again became desperate. It became angry. It actually felt
tired, for the first time in it's ever long existence. It despaired
and screeched, a sound no animal near by heard. Still the wildlife
became still. Crickets quieted and quickly fled. Even the moths with
their tiny minds knew well enough to flee. It wasn't the sound
itself, for there was no sound to it's outcry. Still, somehow they
felt it. Deep in their mortal bones, carapaces and every sense they
had, the night life knew it was to run, leap and slither as far away
as possible. Somewhere in the house, a mother who had been enjoying
the sound of the crickets gave pause. Something made her suddenly
nervous. The children awoke from their sleep sobbing and wailing. The
cat hissed, and in it's agitation crawled and hopped around the
house, knocking over a lamp as it did so. Nothing near the house
where it lie on the ground, in the darkness shrieking, managed to
sleep with ease that night.
It cried out for what felt like decades. If it had nerves they would
be have been frayed. If it had a stomach, it would feel queasy. It's
nonexistent eyes would have produced tears. It's finger nails would
be torn, if only it had some, due to it's clawing into the ground. It
suffered for an eternity, writhing in it's own emotional pain.
This world was cruel. At least in the empty space it had occupied
before it came to this world, it had long ago given up on hope. It
had long ago forgotten what it felt like to know sensation. Here,
where the light came and went with such indifference was simple
torture. To give it strength, only to take it away. Twice now it
suffered with the dawn and the day bringing him something so
beautiful, just to have it's spirit stolen away with the light.
The sun would finally come, as it had before. With no sense of time,
it could not possibly know when or how long it had waited. When it
came there wasn't joy, however. How could it rejoice knowing that
soon it would suffer again? It wouldn't suffer alone. Not any more.
The morning dawn gave it vigor to move, to stalk in the temporary
day as it pleased. The children would awake and leave the building,
carrying strange compartments on their backs, they entered a noisy
yellow thing and were carried away. One of these creatures, whom it
had heard one of those children refer to as father, would leave as
well. Entering a stationary and quiet blue thing that sprung to life
nosily. He too would be carried away within it.
That left one creature in the home. In the coming hours she would
scream. For reasons it did not comprehend it hated her. Hated how she
was capable of thriving in both the day and the night. Hated how
there were others like her, where it had known nothing but
loneliness. It hungered to claw at her, and so it did. It hungered to
twist her flesh, and so it did.
She laid there on the floor underneath it, as the night time started
to come. It had yet to have it's fill, but it knew. It knew there
would be no strength left in itself soon. It had to move. It had
discovered the strange objects that created life when manipulated. It
flicked a switch while there was still just enough light for it to
move, and it felt itself gaining strength. It hid in the darkness. It
knew there would be a nearly endless wait. Whenever, if ever the
light returned it would head out again. It would wait. It's time
would come, it had to. It was still angry, and it knew not how to
deal with such emotions. It never had the chance to lash out before.
It liked it.
Time passed, and finally the father came home, with the two children
in tow. They screamed and sobbed at the sight of the woman, twisted
and gurgling. She uttered madness, syllables with no reason. Her body
twitched, an exposed rib quivered as she breathed.
She tried to speak. The words barely came as the father yelled at
the children to get to the door. What could have done this? Was it a
human? No, this looked like a beastly attack. He yelled at the
children to run, hide in the car. Don't come out. She tried to speak
again, a frothing bubbling sound that rose from her throat as she
slowly choked on her own blood.
He tried to assist her. Tried to tell her it would be okay. The call
had already been made, and the sounds of sirens in the distance
started to louden. She finally spoke, “The bed. The devil is under
the bed!”
He ran, and grabbed the mattress, flipping the thing aside he
expected something. But he saw nothing. It saw him, however, as it
hid in the cracks of the floor. It saw the fear. The anger. It was
all too delicious. It couldn't wait till the next dawn.
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